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It is for real. Never thought such drama will occur on myself. I will miss you papa. You were the one who grounded me on the mathematical calculation. You taught me how to cycle. I will always remember the evening cycling sessions. We will sit down on the trusty black bench and talk.

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nostalgia and more nostalgia. today,unfortunately, is already 8august good times.. good times.. will I be able to find a similar work culture when I grad? I remembered on my last day at YTL, my feelings were not as strong as what I'm currently feeling. I'm def looking forward to coming back :)

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*Gasp* half of 2014 has flew past. Month of May was a month of winding-down, after having finished my exams. June- Still hibernating and it was high time to plan for bidding. July- a month of celebration,jubilation and nostalgia as I attended SMU commencement plus NTU convocation. What can I say? I can't wait to grad. Especially after the episode of my mom's fractured finger, I can't wait to join the workforce to help alleviate the burden at home. I will soon be starting on my senior year this month. it's a gush and mixture of emotions. I will soon say goodbye to my 18 years of studies. sometimes, it really makes me wonder the use of it. now that I have done a few internships, the things we learnt could just bring us THIS far. studies is made bearable becos you know you're not alone. people around you helps to keep you going. Now:Start of August 2014. 15 weeks of internship done. greatly blessed,highly favoured. for having good colleagues and most imptly,a good boss. steep learning curve but I have gained alot. The internship at the Msia conglomerate pales in comparison with WoodMac. The future remains uncertain but I shall commit it to God.

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ALRIGHT. last blog post was exactly before the start of the semester. time flies and i'm now at the end of the 13 horrific weeks. Thank God for strength,grace and wisdom to last me through the semester. now its just setting my momentum to start studying for my 3 friggin' papers. TSK. okok. studying is still a tad better than working alright. I have also come to an end of the ladies fellowship. i would strongly suggest the guys in my cell have it too! so that you know you arent struggling alone. not that we are desperate, but rather a good heart-pouring session. to affirm one another that its okay to struggle in this area. oh wells:/ im 24 this year and looking at your friends getting hitched and you're not? it gets pretty depressing at times though :/ *looks at myself* I am not ugly right? HEYHEY! Jas, save your best for the last. It gets so easily for guys to tug at the strings of a girl's heart. I WILL GUARD MY HEART. still cant thank God enough for letting me find a good internship. totes stoked about it! 1500, 7 days worth of leave,able to earn a semester's worth of sch fees. He is indeed our Jehovah Jireh. He provides today i signed up for church camp too. cant believe the first quarter of the year is ending. I pray that God will grant the desires of my heart. When will my prince charming in white tuxedo comes galloping?

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Today I attended the graduation of my childhood friend of 16 years. Knew her since primary one. Havent seen her parents for quite a while and her parents have aged. many things have changed. 岁月不留人啊！ Tuesday will be the first bible session of the Singles gathering. looking forward to the time of fellowship and perhaps, some self-discovery.

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alright. 6 jan is the start of my sem 2 year 3.
*GASP*
im almost done with 3 years of my smu studies!
amazed at how fast time flies.
oh wells.

after 3 years of being in smu,
i cant help but still feel a tad of apprehension
and fear.
no longer possessing the spirit of the driven and dogged
Jasmin.
I guess, it has always been the grades that drove me.
I am studying with the elites.
Face it, Jasmin.

Spent whole day shuffling random PandW songs and listening
to them to rejuvenate myself before the start
of the school.
God, give me the motivation.
God, you're far more superior than the elites in the school
God, keep my sanity intact.
Jasmin, dont be afraid of the competition.
God is with you.
Pray for wisdom and strength from God to tide you
through.

Jesus, be at the Centre of Jasmin's life.

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Can i just drop everything now?