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I woke up the next day feeling so encouraged yet so desperate to seek God. I sat down with my bible and my diary and edwj and I was asking God to show me what He wanted to show me as I really wanted to know.
I was showed a departmental store in a shopping centre. The sales promoter was trying to sell her product to the customers. In this job, she will meet 3 different kinds of people. The first kind of people just shove her aside when she tries to promote the product to them. The second kind of people stop to listen, but they ask for many things: free samples, demonstrations etc. The Last kind of people just buy according to what you tell them.
In our christian life, God is the departmental store and we are His promoters to promote His love, to tell people about His love. We meet people who totally reject us when we tried to share God’s love to them. We meet people who stop to listen to us, but they want testimonies and then consider if they want to believe in God. The last kind of people simply just buy what we say and accept Christ.
Even though we might face persecutions in future, the people will soon come to realise that the product is good and everasting, and that is God’s everlasting love:)

I love reading fellow sisters' blogs because

sometimes it saves me the trouble of translating

my thoughts to words.

As christmas approaches, I'm excited.

Lets see who i can successfully invite this year.

God says

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You say: It’s impossible
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: I’m too tired
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: Nobody really loves me
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
You say: I can’t go on
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalms.91:15)
You say: I can’t figure things out
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: I can’t do it
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: I’m not able
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: It’s not worth it
God says: It will be worth it (Romans 8:28)
You say: I can’t forgive myself
God says: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: I can’t manage
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: I’m afraid
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: I’m always worried and frustrated
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: I don’t have enough faith
God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: I’m not smart enough
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: I feel all alone
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)

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You: do you know about grace?
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: she’s this chick down the road
Stranger: and she serves me coffee
You: not that grace
You: for example your wife / fiance caught you having sex with other woman
You: she went to the kitchen
You: and prepare a food for you and your chick
Stranger: i’d say
Stranger: dang
Stranger: that’s beautiful
You: that’s grace. a gift that you do not deserve
Stranger: eh.
You: got it?
Stranger: yeah.
You: great
Stranger: i can be graceful though.
You: now. because of sin
You: we are all destined to go to HELL, or HADES, etc…
You: ETERNAL DAMNATION!
You: 1000000000x10000 degree celcius
Stranger: b-b-b-but
You: God gives grace
You: gives grace to those who have faith in Him
You: He alone can save us
You: we cannot save ourselves
Stranger: i gotta meet this nigga.
You: do you want to?
You: there’s only one way
Stranger: do i have to kill myself?
Stranger: that’s a sin.
You: don’t
You: someone already died to take your place
You: God came to this world to seek & save what was lost

I know i may offend some of you but i still insist to
blog about it.

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oh my tian~
the haze is really terrible.
causing me to have dry throat.
i wanna die alr ~

anyways,
maybe i will be going to audit dept soon.
heard tat audit dept is starting to get
quite busy recently.
hmms, im excited and helpless(?) at the same
time.
cos audit to me sounds so theory in sch,
i wonder what's the real audit field work
like man.

wells,tats it for now.

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Disappointment.
oh no! this word is an understatement.

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Hypocrites

Please take the mask off of your face

You may have met some new people along your way.

but dun forget who went through all the shit with

you in the past.

You blatantly forgot.

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This week is my second week of intern
at Grant Thornton.
Currently helping out in the accounts dept
since audit season has yet started.

I just had lunch 1 hour again
and my eyelids are droopingggggg.
its raining heavily outside.
this is such a nice weather to sleep in.

tmr is my D-day.
trying not to have any expectations though.

I've finished keying in the vendors for FKT.
now im doing KCK section.
after that, may have a chance to do entries.
like those A/r,A/P and G/L
sorry for the technical terms/lingo.
cant wait to do that.

inside this dept, i can only listen to typing sounds
and the sometimes,the voices of certain people
talking on the phone.
wells, thats how acctg dept shld be.

then at the audit dept, it looks like a
paper recycling plant.
working papers everywhere.
becos of the rows and rows of long
tables,it kinda looked like a factory production.
just that,it's a tad bit noiser than accts
dept cos each team member has to
communicate one another.

I was at the audit dept last week and
I eavesdropped on their conversation.
HA it was deja vu.
whatever that i previously learnt from the lect
came alive!
its v interesting though i know its rude to
listen to their conversation.

alright. im gna quickly finish keying in
my vendor and quickly get to the gist! :)

INTERNSHIP FTW! *Roll eyes*

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I didnt know choosing a new phone could be
such a chore,seriously?

Ha. that's the consequence of having the best
of both worlds.
I want to pay below $100 for an android phone.
A GOOD ONE.
after contemplating on HTC legend,samsung wave,
galaxy 3,
I finally got a HTC WILDFIREEEE :O

I called singtel and found out that I just need to
pay $98 if i were to re-contract.
then i thick skinned further to ask for vouchers
and apparently there's this $50 e-voucher in my
account.
technically,i paid $48 for a wildfire.
THE BEST THING WAS.................................
i also asked singtel whether there are any
stock for wildfire in red
but it was sold out islandwide.
AWWWWWWWW D:
i really pulled a loooooooonnggg face to
myself cos wildfire in red is really
pretty.
okay bo bian. take white lor.
so i went down to bugis hello! &
I asked again & & &
THEY SAID YES.
new one somemore.
which means the last one left is an opened
one,meant for everyone to touch & feel.

AINT IT AWESOME.

alrighty. internship starts tmr.
what should i anticipate?

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GAHH.
are there any nice phones which are affordable?!

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OMG OMG OMG
slap me slap me slap me.
punch me punch me punch me.
no more sch exams for life?
are you serious?
my hair is peeing.
im too happy.
after almost 15 odd years of taking exams
consecutively.
im drained,totally.
i'm no longer that person who is able
to keep her morale high.

God,
pls let me do well for this exams.
1oct,D-DAY.
OH MAN D:
give me a nice children's day gift.

just ystd,
my cell group was helping out with the
lantern festival right below my void deck.
I was just looking around and a girl come
running to me, sulking and tearing.
Later i learnt that she wanted a balloon
and I gave her one that was supposedly
put as a decoration on the wall.
I passed it to her little hand and she
gave me a toothless smile.
A thought came to my mind:
if only we continue to have that child-like
contentment and innocence while growing up.
this place would be a better place :)

LEEMINHO FTW~

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The anonymous at my tagboard made
me realised how freaking long i haven
blogged.
soooooo now,
things changed.
I get to do audit, but not sure
whether its at KCK or GT.
whatever it is,
i'm glad for the change.

3 weeks of yog break to study for my finals
are causing to feel dreadful,annoyed & frustrated.
because the thought of not having to finish my
exams, is just urgh.
it's just the feeling of having something that
bothered your mind all day.

thursday,fri,sat
3 papers in a row (Y)
why didnt ngeeann just arranged for wed as well?
at least i get my freedom soon right.

8sept, you're my baby man!

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my music player has been playing What if by
Jason Deruloz.
lalalala~

alright
im currently on a 3 weeks exam break.
thank you yog.
i really need this time.
my modules this sem are really tough.
and I.MEAN.IT.

mom is coming back tonight.
yayness.

& finally,
i got over him.
no more heart palpitations(?)
no more no more no more!

I got posted to my seventh choice.
even ppl felt for me too.
like seriously,
jasmine got posted to seventh choice?
crap ITS OKAY DOKEY! :D
imma gna make the best out of it.
because im cool like that ;)

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Year3 projects are simply
overwhelming D:

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Lewei,xiuqi,shiyun,jane,enxiu

I MISS YOU GUYS.

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I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR JULY TO BE OVER.

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I've never felt like this before.


at the sight of him,
the emotion i get is nothing but pain.
as each day gets by,
pain is still there but i can feel
that its numb.
issit hatred or anger?

i will get over this SOON.

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reality is hitting me hard.
after these 2 weeks break,
its business as usual.
awwww.
today's shopping trip was over
fulfilling and tiring.

alright.
seriously.
frankly speaking,
i really cant wait for internship.
TRUST ME.
this is how desperate i AM! :D

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though now i'm having holidays,
why is it that i'm still feeling heavily
burdened?
SCREW PROJECTS!

i don't feel as carefree like how i did
during my big sem break.
i think poly should revised their assessment system
in sucha way that student won't feel stressed
during the holidays!

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alright.
just came back from dinner with
the awesome four.
my stomach's literally bursting soon!

okay time to vent now.
i'm disappointed with you,enxiu.
you chose to stay on the camp for the
skit when you've earlier promised us to
turn up for the dinner.
Choices have consequences.
With you having to choose the camp
over us,means lesser time spent with us.
as you know, all of us are no longer
together in secondary school.
another thing,i texted you to double confirm
your attendance a week earlier.
i mean seriously, you can leave the camp
earlier.
that being said,i know that you leaving
the camp earlier would affect the team's
morale as you guys were already having fun.
all you gave to me was a sms that says
"hi im sorry. as i still have skit to
prepare"
this was all i got.
frankly speaking,now I'm feeling a whole
lot more chilled and appeased.
this post would have sounded much more
harsher and rude if i were to blog
before i went for the dinner.


i'm speechless and really,
choices have consequences.

now you know my side of the story,
whats yours?
curiosity is eating me up
clear with me if you think its a
misunderstanding.
this post is purely meant to clear
any misunderstanding.
PEACE :Dv


YES! PROBLEM SOLVED. WHEE

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alright
vivien has been trying her best to
clear all the cobwebs on my blog.
she's trying very very very hard to find
updates as well.
since she's doing her part,i do my part as well.

the last time i updated, was the week
b4 E-learning week!
hahah

anyhoos,
im halfway through my common test battle alr.
2more papers to go.
quickly chomp chomp finish and let me
have my well-deserved break.
uh no. its not a break.
I've one whole loooooooong of
to-do list for the coming break.

seriously,
i really cant wait to graduate.
I've been seeing the sudden influx of
graduation photos up on fb!
im desperate to graduate.
cos the feeling of wanting to quit is
just getting so strong these days.

Yet another side of jasmine is saying
"Press On!just 3more months and it's the
end of ALL the mugging".
(that is, if I dun repeat any modules)

This is what i WANT to do during my
internship.
Monday-Friday: Work
Sat & Sun: STRICLTY PERSONAL TIME PLEASE.

gosh. cheryl cole's parachute song is stuck
in my head.
I DONT NEED NO PARACHUTE BABY IF I GOT YOU
LALALALALALA~

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List of stuff for the week ahead.
1)Hand in wisp
2)Employment assessment
3)Dip plus final draft
4)Finish revising tax and afa.

JUst these 4 are enough to keep me busy.

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Thank God for the renewed strength.
The past one week has been really tiring
and taxing.
had fun at fellowship camp though.
these are the memories/experiences i will bring
tgt with me even after i graduated.
KUDOS TO ROTARACT ORGANIZER!

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OKAY
i'm done with my first week of school.
so ngeeann,i think i shld
have my well deserved holidays now again.
pleaseeee.
i dun wish to complete those freaking
assessments anymoree
:(

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WHEN FEAR CREEPS IN,FAITH SLIPS OUT.

this is so true.
you start to be feel fearful because
you're faith-less.

& this is how im feeling now.
because sch is starting on monday.
i don't know what lies ahead.
but i know that God is walking with me.
along the road, there'll only be one
pair of footprints because
i know He is carrying me.
things i'll be up to for the coming sem:
1)NTU Audit Challenge
2)YOG usher volunteer
3)Rotaract comm service events
enough to keep me busy.


while I'm typing this entry out,
just received a text from fang that
someone in church passed away.
the family must be mourning over his death.

ALL I EVER WANTED is a relaxing holiday
by the seaside,sipping lemon juice:)

*shakes shakes*
back to earth jasmine!
today had a heart attack session in
the morning.
YET again,all of us couldnt get into
the same class.
it's the last sem. so saddening.

but oh wells,
my timetable looks pretty decent.
at least im having regular meals at
the RIGHT timing.

today i went for spca
and i must say it was a pretty
good experience with me.
not that im really in love with pets,
but i don't mind having one in future.
however,b4 i even get decide to get them,
i must consider carefully.
the decision of whether to have a pet is
akin to getting married.
because its a lifetime commitment.

goodness!
the person IC there mentioned they
receive 400+ pets PER MONTH.
i got a shock of my life.
so people,please do consider carefully
if u ever play with the idea of having
a pet.

KESHA ACTUALLY WENT ON AMERICAN IDOL.
i'm getting irritated by her song tik tok
and of course not forgetting bad romance
as well :/

i never had a good sleep last night.
felt the jitters even before i went
to slumber.
anyway,im contented :DD

finished my chores alr.
imma good kid yea?
heh.

finally im going out with my mom tmr.
yes FINALLY.

Weekend getaway to malacca
was cool and fun at the same time.
a short 2 days away from this tiny island.

just finished watching Down with Love
and i think i'm having this
post-drama syndrome.
I'm happy that I've finished the whole
drama marathon and yet I wish for more.
its this contradicting feeling la!
you're happy and sad at the same time.
geddit?:/

OH WELLS.
i'm emo now :(

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FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM

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I DID MY BEST AND THIS IS ENOUGH :)
I got to move on and not think about
the silly mistakes i made in rfa.


I must stop being alicia keys,
of trying to sleep with a broken heart.

2 more to go! :/

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SO NGEE ANN,
WHATAYA WANT FROM ME?

goodjob ngee ann!
you planned my exams to be
on the same week as CNY.
well done!
you cause me to mug during CNY.


im at a lost of what to start man.
3modules, thankfully?
-sarcastic smirk*

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OMGGGGGG.
the apparels sold at the Best of Blogshop
are reeeeally nice.

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finally im done with my econs assignment
phew phew!
oh wait.
i've still got EAA online test on 4 feb
and then macroecons on 9 feb.
then a few more days to CNY.
i can envisage that my feb will just
zooooooooooooom past me LIKE THAT.
after the end of feb,is gonna be
a HELLUVA fun for me.
-------
my jaw is currently aching.
which beats me?
-------
i really cant wait to graduate.
with all the projects streaming in
non-stop,
i think its enough for me:/

CLSP, shld i love you or hate you?
you deserve a good beating man!

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*whines*
I'm feeling pretty drained now.
went to do my morning shift for
openhouse for the earlier part of
my day today.
came back and K.O. on my bed a while,
then got up to load photos :Dv

this week seemed pretty long for me
and amazed that i pulled through!
*pad on my shoulder*
CLSP test was alright.
Econs was out to fail us i guess?:/

i really enjoyed today's openhouse.
i enjoyed talking to the "kids"!
how im gna convinced them to fall into
the trap and be tgt with me!
HAHAHAH!
kidding.

and now i realise,
i've to mug during chinese new year.
SCRAP EXAMS MAN!
spoiler:/

till then,toodles.