December 31, 2004




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2004 is gonna be over soon....entering into a new year in a few hours time...i miss 2003 so muchh....dunno why....l0ls..i will be sec 3 next year....facing more difficulties..more challenges...and i hope i can overcome them...well..i guess i just have to look forward to school reopening...my uniforms,school shoes,bag,badge,books are all ready..tonite going to watchnight service...countdown in church.

December 30, 2004




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Yesterday had choir from 145 to 5....was tiring...throat also dry...l0ls.next monday school jiu reopen ler.wah...aiyo..i want more hols!next wednesday,i will be performing at shaw hall for sec 1 orientation...im hungry and bored!!!!!!help......help.....im madd.

December 28, 2004




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Avril Lavigne songs are so cooolll.....whahaha....!!!!!!i lyk every of her songs....nice and clean...at least the lyrics are cleaner than Britney Spears.....these few days haven been raining...im freezing.....especially my feet and hands...whahaha!!!!!!!!!hope this cold weather continues....i dun lyk hot weather...yeah!!!!!!!!4 more days to 2005!!!!!!2004...goodbye!!!!i will miSs u de....i still miss 2003...!!!!!!hope my life gets betta...yeah!!!

December 27, 2004




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christmas is overr....entering a new year....school's starting soon....bored..i mean i want longer hols....this holiday is too short ler...well...maybe i have a lot of stuff to do...

December 25, 2004




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okay...let me start updating u from thursday...in the morning...tok to Lewei on fone....afternoon...went to fiona's church.....at Nexus Auditorium....was okay lar....after tat....went back to school...got Christmas carol ma...we sang at Singapore Recreation Club...so nervous...cuz everybody look at us...FRIDAY!!!!!which is yesterday....was a TIRING day...*ahem*im sickk....argh.

December 22, 2004




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in the morning accompany shi yun to buy books cuz she going for some retreat de whole of next week...actually today nvr sell de...but the auntie just sell to her....very good rite?hahas.
yo!im back again!!!!!today had choir again.sian.i meet xiu pei at 130 lyk tat...choir starts at 230....hahas..so wadz the 1 hour for?dunno...xiu pei and i went to NTUC and shop n save...to see see...we have nowhere to go...become lyk nomads wondering everywhere....went to basketball court to see the guys play...no shuai ge lar...l0ls.after tat go school lor.today we kept on practising on the christmas songs only...some were my fav songs...tml will be going to fiona's church....cuz she got some kind of christmas event...its called "Christmas Harvest"???if im not wrong...after tat we'll go to Singapore Recreation club to sing....i guess its gonna be fun??who knows?



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i gave yuu myy heartt,minnd, body annd s0ul.

i gave yuu my lurvve,fer y0u make myy wh0le.

i gave yuu thys pr0miise,e pro0mise tuu tryy.

i gavve y0u each breatth,annd e tears ii criedd.i give y0u myy past,my future andd n0w.

ii gave yuu myy th0ughts,myy h0pes annd thyys v0w,tuu gif yuu myy v0iceeee.annd e music ii sing.

ii give you f0reverr.i giff yuu thys ring,I gif yuu myy w0rld.al e painn and striife,

i gif yuu myy handds,learn tuu share my lyfe.i give y0u thyys kiiss,and these w0rds i say,

i'll cherish y0u alwaees.as of this day.I give yuu myy faith,daat these words are true.forr tuday,

ii swear,tuu spend myy lyfe wiff y0u.i mishh yuu( ((:

copied tis for fun...stole it from someone's blog..=p

l0ls.choir has taken away half of my yesterday and today....we need to practise for Christmas Carol lor.haiyo.



December 20, 2004




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yesterday had zone camp..its continue...had disgusting and horrible games...which are all organised by xinyi and aretha.....for more details...please log on to shu ling's website....http://lingshu.multiply.com... hahas.opps...dunno she mind if i give not....today neh...went to plaza sing with lewei to watch Polar Express....oh yah!!!friends...i really encourage u all to watch the Polar Express....the front is quite boring...but the later part is quite touching especially the ending part....almost cried....but i din lar....next year i must give lewei a toilet for her birthday present....every 1 hour must go toilet one neh...aiyoh....after de movie...went Delifrance to eat Deli potato...cuz i got coupons...was very full...bloated...l0ls.exaggerating lar...after eating...went to walk walk...im broke today...real broke...!!!!!l0ls.tml,wednesday and friday have choir neh...haix...sian...but no choice...just go lor.for the sake of the points lar.whatever.school's starting soon.argh.no hols.no more fun.

December 19, 2004




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yesterday had fun at Orchard...hahas.i meet jane first...went to walk walk at Plaza Sing...Heeren...den Orchard...our church got perform...xinyi danced...Marc act...xinyi's spilt was super nice lor... oh gosh...duh...she's a ballet dancer...marc act quite farni...i've got hectic shecdule next week....stoopid choir...we have carolling next week....but i think it shld be fun laRhs.....yups...later going East Coast to play....YAY!!!

December 17, 2004




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today had choir....argh.next week will be going Singapore Recreation Club for christmas carol...im lookin forward....it must be fun!!!tats all 4 today...tml will be going Orchard road for some christmas event...sunday having games...whoo hoo~

December 16, 2004




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today is an enjoyable and adventurous day...hahas..enjoyable cuz shop a lot...yuan xin n i went out today...went to Plaza Sing,Heeren and Orchard...watched Ocean's twelve...dun really understand de story line lar...oh!yah!we almost lost our way while going to plaza sing...i just tok n tok n tok....without noticing where we were...and we overtook....we were suppose to alight at City Hall...yuan xin wore quite mature and she grew taller now!she's now almost same height as me lor.argh.must grow taller...my desire is about 165 lyk tat...im too short!!!!so funny lor...after watching movie...we went around n went into tis shop...i bought a hp keychain...$1!!!quite cheap liao...cuz shopping centre lei...we just walk n walk...den went to Heeren to take neoprint!9 bucks lei!but the neoprint is nice!lurve tat!but i smile lyk a retard in one of the neos....argh.hahas...okok...helped a lot of ppl do some HTML stuff...yay!i finally know how to do it!this saturday will be going to Orchard for some Christmas event lar...Christmas to coming!.

9 days to Christmas!



December 15, 2004




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Woah~!had great fun with my mother yesterday!!!we went shopping…and I mean REAL SHOPPING!!!bought shoes,bags,and lots and lots of stuff….my mother took leave…and its worth it!!!!!morning I went for my dental appointment…after tat..went to deposit the coins…took de train to Bishan…went to a shop “Dano”…my mum was attracted to a skirt…but dun have e colour she wwant..that sale girl told us we can get it an another Dano outlet…at Yishun…Northpoint shopping centre….My mother was serious about getting tat skirt by hook or by crook…I was stunned…my advise to all of u…Northpoint got nth to shop de….i mean not for youngsters lyk us to go…took train again…went to Toa Payoh…my mum bought 1 shirt and me….one 3-quarters jean…..from Bega…now my mother no longer go to tat kind of shop which are meant for those aunties…hahas…my mum has learnt how to become modern liao…l0ls.pass by a shop…”Scholl”..bought another pair of shoes…is not for me…School shoes are real comfortable..but the design is not tat pleasing…I also bought a pair of shoes from “Mad”…haha….so funny…wonder why the shop is call “Mad”???went home…but I think I left out some details…lazy to say….and I cant really recall…



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Woah~!had great fun with my mother yesterday!!!we went shopping…and I mean REAL SHOPPING!!!bought shoes,bags,and lots and lots of stuff….my mother took leave…and its worth it!!!!!morning I went for my dental appointment…after tat..went to deposit the coins…took de train to Bishan…went to a shop “Dano”…my mum was attracted to a skirt…but dun have e colour she wwant..that sale girl told us we can get it an another Dano outlet…at Yishun…Northpoint shopping centre….My mother was serious about getting tat skirt by hook or by crook…I was stunned…my advise to all of u…Northpoint got nth to shop de….i mean not for youngsters lyk us to go…took train again…went to Toa Payoh…my mum bought 1 shirt and me….one 3-quarters jean…..from Bega…now my mother no longer go to tat kind of shop which are meant for those aunties…hahas…my mum has learnt how to become modern liao…l0ls.pass by a shop…”Scholl”..bought another pair of shoes…is not for me…School shoes are real comfortable..but the design is not tat pleasing…I also bought a pair of shoes from “Mad”…haha….so funny…wonder why the shop is call “Mad”???went home…but I think I left out some details…lazy to say….and I cant really recall…

December 12, 2004




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yesterday help me mother to pack the store room... i din know there's so much stuff to throw...was exhausted after packing...but i have a feel of statisfation....haha....at nite went to Tampines...cuz my mother want to take her medicine....at e same time...to buy my converse school shoes...i like my school shoes a lot!!!!!!!!cant wait to wear it!!!!!!yeah!!but i hate the new school term to start!!!argh.

December 11, 2004

yoshiEx....long time nvr blog ler...hahas.thursday went to my sister's event...quite boring actually...den yesterday went parkway..to buy my scandals laRhs...i saw one scandals at Leather Ark....i lyk tat a lot...but du have my shoe size....haix...quite disappointing...oh!yah!u know wad!i saw my long-lost-friend......Fiona....she used to live beside me...but in e end i moved to Aljunied...den din contact her liao...cuz dun have her phone number ma...she's taller than me now...her sister now soooooooooo chio....aiyoh....yups...wad a coincidence....lOls.but we din talk when we met...i mean i dun dare speak up laRhs...she know hwo to play piano one....hmmm...wonder if she knows how to play "Pachaelbel"....my fav piano piece...yups...okok....today stayed at home de whole day....helped my mother to pack up the storeroom lorx.....woah..i din know tat there's so much stuff to throw...i couldnt bear to throw away my sec 2 books....but im glad tat i do not need to take D n T and home econs....argh..they are just not my cup of tea....later im going to tampines to buy my school shoes at Converse....whoo hoo~my books are not wrapped up yet...i still have to get my uniform!!!!!there's so much things to do???im going bankrupt...cuz going out with my primary school friends...to get in touch with them..my shecdule for next week...

Monday:going out with Lewei to watch Polar Express...need $$
Tuesday:Dental appointment....but uniform...den go out mother...need $$
wednesday:going to choir in the afternoon...
Thursday:going out with Yuan xin to Bugis....need $$
Friday:choir again!!!!

looks like next week,im fully "booked"...when have i become so "famous"???opss...hahas...just kidding...lOls.
oh!yah!!does anyone have "Glass Shoes" VCD...its a korean drama...if u have,pls leave a msg on my tag board...

December 08, 2004




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argh.today im quite hardworking lei....i went to bugis to buy tat stupid ear sticks cuz my ears got smth wrong lar...so i need to let them heal...aiyoh...at first im reluctant....but i went in the end....due to my sister's persistent nagging....argh.den i came back...ate tom yam instant noodles...at nite ate pizza..!yum yum....hahas...its once in a blue moon..quite full...i called the delivery myself!!!!!!!tml my sister's friends coming...i dunno why i jsut dun lyk my sister's friends...i wish they will not come...i dunnoe wadz the reason why i dun lyk them laRhs.dun ask me.(jie jie,if ure reading..dun ask me)*yawn*im tired~!





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WHO COMES FIRST IN YOUR MIND?

There was this guy who loved two gals at the same time but he didn't know which one he loved more. Someone taught him.

Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly :

"When you are happy, which gal would you want to share your happiness with?" The one you think of is someone you love.

Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly :

"When you are sad, which gal you want to share your burden with?"

The one you think of is alsosomeone you love.If you think of the same gal when you are happy & sad, that's the most perfect. But if you don't think of the same gal, I would advise you to chose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.

In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.There are too many people that u meet that u can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover.If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone.

In sadness, however, there are not many people willing to share your burden with you. If you are willing to tell someone your happiness, I am sure that person has got to be someone close & an understanding person to you.

But it shouldn't stop there. If that person only thinks of you when she is happy, but looks for someone else when she is sad,this lover is too unstable, she doesn't treat you as someone she can spend the rest of her life with.

Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her happiness. But, if she is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her side & ease her pain. Only then, will I believe that I hold a very important position in her heart.

If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?

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Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives... things we don't even share with the families who raised us.

But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these ... and more. No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together... I call you friend.

A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love. Truly great things come in small packages.

Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a constant book always waiting... waiting to be read... and enjoyed.

We may have our disagreements... we may have our disappointments ...we may argue ....we may have concern for one another...friendship is a unique bond that lasts through all tribulations.

A part of each of us goes into our friendships ... our humor ... our experiences... our tears.

Friendships are foundations... necessary for life... and love. Friends .. you and me ... you brought another friend and then we were three .... we started our group ...our circle of friends...here is no beginning .. there is no end.

Sometimes God wants us to meet many wrong people. So that when the right one comes along, we will appreciate that person more.

December 07, 2004




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PISCES WOMAN

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals. She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy. She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute.

Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought. She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. S he is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one.

She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now. A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next. A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie.

She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well. Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out. She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She! likes t o hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.

Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.

hahas.dun know why.i just like to blog these kind of stories.aniwae,got this from shu ling.




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yesterday went to eat Katong Laksa....was shiok sia!!!long time nvr eat ler...maybe one year??hahas.dun know...i forgot when's the last time i ate...hahas.me,jane,bel were the early birds...we waited 1 hour for everyone to come lor.the laksa uncle was quite pissed off cuz we just sat there.bel thought of a forfeit to those who were late..running around Katong 10 times...l0ls.but in de end din lar..cant imagine if they reallie run around katong?oh!look lyk retarded.zi en din came.zi en told jane to wait for her.if we really waited for her,den we will be real late!so we went off first lor.zi en din go.dun know she lost her way or wad cuz she told jane tat she dun know how to go.same as me lar.i mean i dun go katong tat often.after eating,we went to parkway.i think its been ages since i went parkway.before my exams,i went there sooo many times.parkway was lyk my second h0me.l0ls.instead,bel was sick of going parkway.oh!she's going there to work at Levi's...hahas.maybe i can visit her.i saw one leather scandals.i like it!i want to buy!i mean im gonna get it lar.geraldine bought her maths textbooks to study!so guai!its a rare sight to see!xinyi,aretha and geraldine dun want to go walk walk so they went BK(burger king) to study lor.aretha brought her books too!so left me,shermaine,jane and bel.we went arcade to play!!yay!play my fav game lor.i luRve it!den go walk walk.nth to see liao so we went to BK laRhs.chan ping and juliana were there t00!and u know wad!yesterday was juliana's birthday!argh.intend to gif her present when school reopens.and it will be a belated present.den we tok tok lor.bel,xinyi,aretha,shermaine,geraldine were there toking toking.den me and jane were lyk sitting there listening to them.and it was 430 lyk tat.so i asked jane wanna go home not.she say okay lor.so we told them we are going off now.den they told us to stay a bit longer.but i dun want lar.so we went off.tats all for yesterday.woah.i actually wrote such a long entry.hahas.okok.i guess nth interesting going to happen today. the same routine.b0red.



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yesterday went to eat Katong Laksa....was shiok sia!!!long time nvr eat ler...maybe one year??hahas.dun know...i forgot when's the last time i ate...hahas.me,jane,bel were the early birds...we waited 1 hour for everyone to come lor.the laksa uncle was quite pissed off cuz we just sat there.bel thought of a forfeit to those who were late..running around Katong 10 times...l0ls.but in de end din lar..cant imagine if they reallie run around katong?oh!look lyk retarded.zi en din came.zi en told jane to wait for her.if we really waited for her,den we will be real late!so we went off first lor.zi en din go.dun know she lost her way or wad cuz she told jane tat she dun know how to go.same as me lar.i mean i dun go katong tat often.after eating,we went to parkway.i think its been ages since i went parkway.before my exams,i went there sooo many times.parkway was lyk my second h0me.l0ls.instead,bel was sick of going parkway.oh!she's going there to work at Levi's...hahas.maybe i can visit her.i saw one leather scandals.i like it!i want to buy!i mean im gonna get it lar.geraldine bought her maths textbooks to study!so guai!its a rare sight to see!xinyi,aretha and geraldine dun want to go walk walk so they went BK(burger king) to study lor.aretha brought her books too!so left me,shermaine,jane and bel.we went arcade to play!!yay!play my fav game lor.i luRve it!den go walk walk.nth to see liao so we went to BK laRhs.chan ping and juliana were there t00!and u know wad!yesterday was juliana's birthday!argh.intend to gif her present when school reopens.and it will be a belated present.den we tok tok lor.bel,xinyi,aretha,shermaine,geraldine were there toking toking.den me and jane were lyk sitting there listening to them.and it was 430 lyk tat.so i asked jane wanna go home not.she say okay lor.so we told them we are going off now.den they told us to stay a bit longer.but i dun want lar.so we went off.tats all for yesterday.woah.i actually wrote such a long entry.hahas.okok.i guess nth interesting going to happen today. the same routine.b0red.



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1. when a gurl says shes sad, bus she isntcryinn, it means shes cryin in her heart.

2. when she ignores yu aftaa yuve done sumtiinkwrong, its best tuu giv her sum tymm tu cooldown bforr touchinn her heart wiv an apology.

3. a gurrl cant find anitiink tu sae bout da guyshe loves (which ish why its sho hard forher tu ged ovaa him aftaa da relationshipsovaa. )

4. if a gurrl loves a guyy, he wiiu alwaes be onher mind every minute of da dae, even thoshe flirts wiiv odaa guys. [diaoo^ -.-]

5. wen daa guy she liks smiles n stares deepintuu her eyes, she wiiu melt.

6. a gurrl liks tu hear compliments, budusually not sure how tu react tu em.

7. wen a particular guy flirts wiv a gurl vehoften, a gurrl wuld starrt tinkinn da guy likesher. shho, if yu treat a gurl jush as a frenn, goeasy on daa smiles n stares okay?

8. if yu dunt like a gurl whuu likes yu, breaak ittu her gently.

9. if a gurl starts avoidinn yu aftaa yu reject her,leave her alone furr awhile. if yu stiiu treat her asa fren, tokk tu herr.

10. gurls enjoyy tokin bout wad dey feel.music, poetry, drawings n writings r waaes ofxpressinn themselves ( whichh explains whymosh gurls lyk writin journals. )

11. nvr tell a gurl dat shes useless in anyway.

12. beinn tuu serious can turn a gurl off.

13. wen daa guyy she lyks calls herr furr daafursh tymm, da gurrll may act uninteresteddurinn da call. bud as soon as daa fone ishhbaac on daa hook, she wiiu whooop wiiv joyy nimmediatelyy starrt telefoninn her frenns tu spreaddaa newws.

14. a smile means alot tuu a gurl.

15. if yu lykk a gurl, try makin frenns wiiv herfursh. let her ged tu kno yu.

16. if a gurl saes she cant go out wiv yubcosh she has tu study, leave.

17. bud if she stiiu calls yu or xpect a call from yu,stay.

18. dun try tu guess a gurls feelins. ask her.

19. hearin da words I love yu ishh a greatreassurance tuu a gurll dhhat shhe ishh beautifoo.

20. aftaa a gurrl falls in love wiv a guyy, she wiiuwonderr why she nvr noticedd him bforr.

21. if yu nid tips on how tu flirt wiv a gurl, readromance storyys.

22. wen klas pix come out, a gurl wuldd furshcheck whose standinn next tuu her crush bforractualle lukinn ad herself.

23. a gurls ex-crush wiiu alwaes be in hermemory, bud da guy she loves now staesin her heart.

24. gurls love hafinn fun!

25. a simple hi can brighten a gurls dae.

26. a gurls besh frenns usualle kno beshwad shes feelinn n goiinn thru.

27. gurls hate it wen a guyy pays attention tuuem jush tu gedd klose tu their prettierfrenn.

28. love means devotion, carin n happiness tuua gurl, in dat order.

29. sum gurls care bout looks, sum care boutbrains, bud ALL gurls wan a guy hu wiiulove n care for em.

30. gurls wan nth more den tu feel LOVED.

hahas.get tis from sindy girl..copy and paste de...

December 05, 2004




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today was ok...nth happened...yay!tml going to eat Katong LAksa!!!!!!im craving for it now!!!all my saliva drooping...okok....blOg tml!

December 04, 2004




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my sister lost her hp!!!!and its Samsung E600C....if singaporeans r honest.....den we dun need policeman ler...aiyoh...the hp itself cost more than 300 bucks....shld have let me use lorx....i will make sure i will taKe care of it...and not lose it de...until now...neither my wallet nor my hp is lost....u see...i will take care!!!!and not so careless....haix....now hor...my im so heartbroken....tat hp got camera wor....can take fotoz..got my picture inside neh....very precious de....aiya...dun want to tok about it ler.....lost liao....no use crying over spilled milk....today is my choir conductor's concert neh!!!!!!but i nvr go watch cuz the ticket is quite expensive...cant afford..lihua finally have her internet again!!!!yay!!!!can chat with her liao....my show going to start le.....chao~

December 03, 2004




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yoshiex!!!!haha....morning went for swimming lar....i realise tat Andy teach much better than Neil lar....aiyoh.....yah....had test...a small and SUPER simple test lar....just tell us to jump into the deep pool...followed by a float....and to swim a distance...easy rite????next time i can go wild wild wet and be WILD!!!!haha...next year got sec 3 camp....looking forward...hope my red stuff wont come lar....or else it will be very troublesome lo!later going to zone gathering....nth happen today....sad....lOls.

December 02, 2004




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Sometimes we dont realise the most impt things in our live till we r about to lose them.... Learn to appreciate, treasure the ones u love and not take them for granted. A Touching Story: When you divorce me, carry me out in your arms On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene of ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes. Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn' t help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I 've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn' t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, Divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I 've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn' t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! . At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, Do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning. I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn' t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became more vague. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn t tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious. She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I 'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

im almost moved to tears!!!!!so touching...steal this from shuling de....chatting with her on msn now....

tml got swimming test...hope i can pass lar....den got certificate...hahas....lame...



December 01, 2004




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YAY!!!i finally know how to do the breathing...sort of larx...can do a little only....tonite will be singapore idol finals...TAUFIK!!!pls win..!!!everyone!!!vote for TAUFIK!!!!yeah!!!sylvester is only attracting those teenage girls...straits times survey show tat the majority voting for taufiK!!!!haha...

November 29, 2004




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Woman - GOD's special creation
By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of workingovertime.
An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so muchtime on this one?"
And the Lord answered, "Have you seen the specsheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts,
all replaceable, run on diet coke andleftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have akiss that can cure anything from a scraped kneeto a broken heart and have two pairs of hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Two pairs of hands!No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.
"But I can't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing thiscreation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herselfwhen she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.
"The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord."
"She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be ableto reason and negotiate.
â€Å“The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow,her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief andher pride.
â€Å“The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing."
And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardshipsand they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong whenthey think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can help to heal a broken heart.
Women come in all sizes, in all colors and shapes.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they careabout you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning!
They bring joy and hope. They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.






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today swimming was fine laRhs...i think i just need some practice...Lewei bought her shoes ler..i mean school shoes..noRth stAr de...i luRve noRth sTar shoes...they are stylo....as wad i think...i still hafta go back to school some day to buy my uniform...i want to buy big big size...den can wear until sec 5 ma....i also want to buy new scandals....the Havaianas...saw it from the magazine...its sold at Heeren....haix...so far...lazy to go buy lei...

November 28, 2004




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haix....all my church frens go church camp ler...they go malaysia....mummie dun let me go...only me and shu ling nvr go....shu ling cannot go cuz she got attachment...nvr mind...i no need go school for the next two weeks cuz no choir...YAY!!!!can playy.....swimming lessons ending this friday....i just hope it end quicker so tat i can sleep late late....u know wad!!nearby my hosue tat swimming complex open ler!!!!!im gonna go there and swim!!!!!!!!!whoo hoo~its gonna be fun...soaking yourself in the water is real fun....the water is so cool lor..especially when singapore weather is sooooo hot....i cant wait to soak into the water....aniwae...my p***** stop liao...i think its a false alarm lar....thank God!!!!!yay!!!or else no refund lei....whoo hoo...im crazy..im madd....i think i can only tok to shu ling on msn ler...oh!yah!!!zi en's luggage is so much!!!so big!!everybody bring small small..she bring big big....she brought two bags!!!!!!!iyo..its only 4 days 3 nights...i think she's mad lar...she thought she migrate to malaysia lyk tat....aniwae...i dun caree.....hahas...lols...gonna buy swimming suit later!!yeah!!aiya...i want to watch Mean Girls lei....but i cannot borrow cuz under 16 cannot....why are there so much restrictions????so irritating...!!!!!!argh....im really over tanned!!!!!!!argh....today sermon so boring...wad i mean is the pastor tok so boring...i think pastor rachel wont make me boring de....she's the only GREAT pastor...!yeah!the Pastor ultimate!!!!wow!i cant believe i can write so long ar...i bought new ear rings!!!!!!the shape is a spade....haha...its nice!!!!3 days to singapore idols finals......TAufik!!!go man!!!!!!!!!!



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haix....all my church frens go church camp ler...they go malaysia....mummie dun let me go...only me and shu ling nvr go....shu ling cannot go cuz she got attachment...nvr mind...i no need go school for the next two weeks cuz no choir...YAY!!!!can playy....mirk a little over
Dropped wine, beneath the not-so-circle of a
Stop sign.” Probably you’ve never seen some Stella
With salmonella, sitting ‘neath her umbrella, nor a severed
Spleen, nor the grooviness of an evergreen, giant
Broccoli, luminous with the drunken-goat glow of
Nelson Mandela’s very own rum sella’
“The plot line seems
About as fun as a cop fine, when you run it straight through
A stop sign,” bawled the pelican.
Crash a car,
Make a fire,
But Ella can never see
The grooviness of an evergreen
Whilst she’s bent over, luminous with
Ungrooviness of being hung-over.9
“The plot line seems
About as fun as a cop fine, when you run it straight through
A stop sign,” bawled the pelican.
Crash a car,
Make a fire,
But Ella can never see
The grooviness of an evergreen
Whilst she’s bent over, luminous with
Ungrooviness of being hung-over.

November 27, 2004




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woah~i lyk this new skin a lot...hahas...i luRve this!!!!!!fading memories of meee....lols...hope u guys lyk it...next 2 weeks no choir!!!can rest man!!!


November 26, 2004




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today in the morning went fer swimming lessons...we were taught to breath....den swim again...whenever i come up to catch a breath...i will sink....argh.just cant master this skill...now i learnt how to float ler...yeah!!!aniwae....im just gonna learn....by hook or by crook....

November 25, 2004




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oh man!!!!my p***** come today....!!!oh no!!!im not very sure if i can swim tml lei...haix..im so worried...i oreadi paid 120 bucks...no refund...if u skip the lesson...no make-up lesson de...oh no!!!!what should i do?i hope tats a false alarm...please!!!dun come......argh.oh!yah!!singapore...pls dun let sly win....

November 23, 2004




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Daniel and Jasmine aresitting alone inthe parkone night....Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this worldJasmine: I think so...All of my friends haveboyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left inthis world with out any special person in our lifeDaniel: Yup I don't know what to doJasmine: I know! We'll play a gameDaniel: What game?Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days andyouwill be my boy friendDaniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't havenothing to do much this following weeks...DAY 1:They watch their first movie and they bothtouched in a romantic filmDAY 4:They went to the beach and have a picnic...Daniel and Jasmine have their quality time togetherDAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they rideon a Horror House....Jasmine was scared andshe touched Daniel's hand but she touchedsomeone else's hand and they both laughed...DAY 15:They saw a fortune teller down the road and theyasked for their future advice and the fortune tellersaid: "My darling, Please don't waste the time ofyour life...SPend the rest of your time together happily"Then tears flow out from the teller's eyesDAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and theysaw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled somethingDAY 28:They sat on the bus and because of a bumbyroadJasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accidentDAY 29:11:37pmJasmine and Daniel sat in the park where theyfirst decided to play this game...Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want anydrinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the roadJasmine: Apple Juice that's allDaniel: Wait for me....20mins later... a stranger approached JasmineStranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran overdaniel and he is critical in the hospital11:57pmThe doctor went out of the emergency room andhe handed out an apple juice and a letterDoctor: We found this in daniel's pocketJasmine reads the letter and it says:Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are areally cute girland i am really falling for you..Your cherish smile your everythingwhen we playedthis game.....Before this game would end...I wouldlike you to be my girl friend for the rest of mylife....I love you Jasmine....Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... Iloveyou...Remember that night when we saw ameteor, I mumbled something...I mumbled that Iwish we would be together forever and never endthis game. Please don't leave me Daniel.... I loveyou!You cannot do this to me!"Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumpingTHEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY**Always love your loved ones and show them howyou feel before it is too late...You will never knowwhen they will be gone from your embrace...Ifyouwere given a time to bestow petals of everlastingcompassion and love to your loved ones? Todayis the day....Love them while they are still here...

stole this from karen's blog....shhh...dun tell her...hahas...



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the swimming lesson is great!!!!the coach likes to joke...haha....made the lesson much more relaxing lar...

November 21, 2004




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sylvester's mother gone bankrupt!!!!argh.tat means sylvester will get more votes....sympathic votes...more girls will be attracted to him....singapore!!!!we need a real singer....a REAL talent!!!!!haix....yay!!!tml will be going fer swimming lessons...i hope the coach wont force me to go into the water....im have hydrophobia de lorx.....pleasE!!!dun force me!!!!i still havent buy my uniform...this month i spent quite a sum of money....buy books lar...swimming lessons...going out with friends....i need to get in touch with my primary school friends....buy uniform....haiyoh.....wad to do....haix...got to go church liao....chao

November 20, 2004




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argh...why olinda's out??singapore is blind!!!!how can they vote sylvester???this is totally ridiculous!!!!his singing is not as good as Olinda....so wad if he's good looking..???a real singapore idol shld have a good voice...tats de main criteria for me...follow by good looks....Sylvester just like to act cOOL!!!!!OMG~!Olinda got a good voice lorx...argh.argh.argh.argh.argha.argh.argh.argh.argh.argh.wadz all this about???aiya...wadeva...i just hope tat TauFik will be the sIngapOre iDoL!!!!TauFik!!!!go!!!!go!!!!!!go!!!oleh!!!oleh!!oleh!!!!haha....im madd....im just infuriated!!!Olinda will be always de singapore idoL in mY heaRt....Olinda!!!!yay!!!!singapore!!!please!!!dun let sylvester be the singapore idol....good looks got nth to do with singing...i think im venting all my frustrations on de blog...okay...tats wad a blog's for!!!okaY!!enough of my venting...went fer choir...these few days i have been quite hardworking...im consistent going choir...i have not pon choir during hols...yay!!!i got the Christmas consent form ler!!tats good!!one m0re point fer my CCA points....i just hope to get as much points as i could....i want to get an A1 of my CCA points!!i dun care!!!now i hafta work hard fer SYF....please!God!let me go into SYF...hahas...xiu pei have been treating me...im so blessed to have such a friend like her...she's a great friend!!!at nite i went to church to watch movie lei...envy me or not??lols...kidding...i watched 'The SouRce of lurve".....this movie is fantastic!!!its a christian movie lar....duh~iyo...although the story line is simple....but its worth to watch....hmmm.....wah....this entry is long ar?dun u agree???haha..okok.....i want to spam ppl's board ler....chao~YAY!!!![going to watch movie on monday with lewei and jane][swimming starts]oh gosh!!!!i just hope tat i could learn how to swim after de eiGht lessons...or else i will waste my mother's money lei...8 lessons for 120 bucks...its not a small amount of money!!!!!

November 19, 2004




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Bought my bO0ks yesterday....all de books are sooooo thhiiccckkk!!!!!iyo...i cant imagine i have to study all of them for my Ns and Os????oh!!!i will rather die!!!!![help]



November 18, 2004




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yoshieX...haha....aiya...got nth to say lei..okok nvm..i'll just blog a little....iyo...yesterday went to eat Long John with lewei...same old thing.....combo one....yupp....after eating,lewei came to my house....we WALKED from sing post lei...to digest out food...cuz ate too much...lewei came my house to watch twins effect...den after tat go choir lor!!!

November 16, 2004




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opps...i stole karen's music!!!!!

November 14, 2004




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wah!!!i just realised tat i beri long nvr update liao..okok...better update..or else my blog will start to grow worms ler...last thursay was my relative's wedding...Kelvin...went to Pan Pacific Hotel...wow!!!the hotel so class sia!!!!but hor!!!!iyo...their service super duper lousy sia...when serving the food,they took so long!!!!!!den the chicken so fattening!!!!haix...i rather go to a hotel where their service is much better...whatever...nth to tok about actually...the bride very pretty...she's gorgeous...her eyes look like Mary Jane...the one who acted in Spiderman movie...??yupss...saturday...which is yesterday...i went to collect moi results with my mother lorx...haix...i thought i would deprove tremendously...but thank goodness still can get a top 10 position lar...im satisfied actually...today...went fer church service....nth interesting happen today lar...!!!!oh!yah!!!Lihua went to faith 3-1!!!!!!she so clever sia..tats all...blog next time bahxx...

November 11, 2004




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yesterday went to the NEWater Visitors' centre...was cool...yupps...aniwae...changed skin...please give me some comments on the skin...they used the method called "Reverse Osmosis"...this is a scientific name...haha...There are only three process...so easy lor...but i forgotten the steps lar.....den after touring the whole process..we were ready to go back...den tat stupid bus caused us to wait soooooo loooonnnnggg....iyo...moreover,i hafta go fer choir...haven eat lunch...lewei has to come my house due to some reason...very pai say to say...but luckily...we ate fast lar....ate Tom Yam lorx...so we went there in time!!!!choir was so boring sia...had sectional training....iyo..i still dun know how to sing the song....so confused lei...haix...then,we had one set piece called the "sunset"....tml hafta go choir again...oh!yah!me and lihua gonna request to Ms Ong whether we can go to Ms Loh's concert...wondering how she sings....arouse my curiosity lei...later in de evening ahfta go to my relative's wedding....at Suntec...sob...cANt watch my favourite tv programs.....argh...whatever...tell sue lee to help me record lar...hee...shall blog more after coming back from the wedding dinner...chao~

November 09, 2004




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read the touching story oreadi??it may be long..but it is worth reading..yups...take time to read bahx...okok...i shall update wad happened yesterday...haha..went plaze sing with lihua...watched Princess Diaries 2...!!!nice lei...although its simple larx...hmmm...at last tat school girl has become the queen of Genovia...yay!!!haha...wadeva...oh!yah!i found out why lihua is so thin ler...after watching movie...we went to Long John and eat...den we go walk walk...i ate three times....Long John....3 Fishballs...hmm..and Tapakochi!!!!haha....yups..we went to Action City to take neos...aiyo...an advice to all of u...wah!Their machines hor...reallie very lousy lei...i rather go to Bugis and take ar....haha...at OP...i saw new designed bags...so nice...aiya...but hor..my school abg haven spoil lei...i intend to use my Deuter schoolbag till sec 4 den change lar...ya...den from plaza sing..we walk to Heeren...haha...den from Heeren...we walk to Orchard...li hai ma???save transport fees ma...hee...very thrifty hor??aiya..ok lar...tats all actually...yay!tml going to NEWater Visitors Centre....to see and observe the process how NEWater is made lei...hmm..i guess it shld be fun lar...so i shall update more tml!!!chao~



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A Touching Story


I cried for my brother 6 times. I was born in a secluded village of a mountain. Days by days my parents plowed the yellow dry soil with their backs facing the sky. I have a younger brother, 3 years younger than me. Once, to buy a handkerchief which all girls around me seemed to have, I stole 50 cents from my father's drawer. Father knew about it right away. He made my younger brother and me kneeled against the wall, with a bamboo stick in his hand. Who stole the money?" he asked. I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Father didn't hear any of us admit, so he said, "Fine, if nobody wants to admit, you two should be beaten!" He lifted up the bamboo stick. Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and said," Dad, I was the one who did it!" The long stick smacked on my brother's back repeatedly. Father was so angry that he kept on whipping my brother until he lost his breath. After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded my brother, "You have learnt to steal from your own house now, what other embarrassing things you will do in the future?? You should be beaten to death! You a shameless thief!" That night, mother and I hugged my brother. His body full of injuries, but he didn't shed a single tear. In the middle of the night, all of sudden I cried out loudly. My brother covered my mouth with his little hand and said, " Sis, now don't cry anymore. Everything has happened." I still hate myself for not having enough courage to admit what I had done. Years gone by, but the incident still seemed like it just happened yesterday. I will never forget my brother's expression when he protected me. That year, my brother was 8 years old; I was 11 years old. When my brother was in his last year of his lower secondary school, he was accepted in an upper secondary school in the central. At the same time, I was accepted into a province's university. That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking, packet by packet. I could hear him say, "Both our children have good results? very good results?" Mother wiped off her tears and sighed," What is the use? How can we possibly finance both of them?" At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front of father and said, "Dad, I don't want to continue my study anymore, I have read enough books." Father swung his hand and slapped brother on his face. "Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it means that I have to beg for money on the streets, I will send you two to school until you both finish your study!" And then, he started to knock on every house in the village to borrow money. I stuck out my hand as soft as I can to my brother's swollen face, and said, "A boy has to continue his study; If not, he will not be able to leave this depths of poverty." Me, on the other hand, had decided not to further my study to university. Who knows on the next day, before dawn, my brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to the side of my bed and left a note on my pillow; "Sis, get into an university is not easy. I will go find a job and send money to you." I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried until I lost my voice. That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years old. With the money father borrowed from the whole village, and money my brother earned from carrying cement on his back at construction site, finally, I managed to get to the third year of my study in the university. One day, I was studying in my room, when my roommate came in and told me, "There's a villager wait for you outside!" Why was there a villager looking for me? I walked out, and saw my brother from afar, His whole body was dirty, covered by dust, cement and sands. I asked him, "Why don't you tell my roommate that you are my brother?" He replied with a smile," Look at my appearance. What will they think if they know that I am your brother? Don't they laugh at you?" I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept away dusts from my brother's body. And said with a lump in my throat, " I don't care of what people say! You are my brother no matter what your appearance is?" From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He wore it on me, and said, "I saw all the girls in town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have one." I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my brother into my arms and cried and cried. That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years old. The first time I brought my boyfriend home, the broken window had been repaired. And it looked so clean inside the house. After, my boyfriend went home, I danced like a small girl in front of my mother, "Mom, you don't have to spend so much time cleaning the house!" But she said with a smile," It was your brother who went home early to clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand? He was injured while replacing the window." I went into my brother's small bedroom. Looking at his thin face, I felt like there are hundreds of needle pricked in my heart. I put some ointment on his wound and bandaged it, "Does it hurt? " I asked him. "No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when I was working in the construction site, stones falling on my feet all the time. Even that could not stop me from working?" In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my back on him and tears rolling down my face. That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years old. After I got married, I lived in the city. Very often, my husband invited my parents to come and live with us, but they didn't want. They said, once they left the village,they didn't know what to do. My brother also didn't agree, he said, "Sis, you just taking care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of mum and dad here." My husband became the director of his factory. We wanted my brother to get the job as the manager in the department of maintenance. But, my brother rejected the offer. He insisted on starting to work as a repair worker. One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was sent to the hospital. My husband and I visited him. Looked at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled, "Why did you reject to be a manager? Manager will not do something dangerous like this. Look at you now, such a serious injury. Why you didn't want to listen to us?" With a serious expression on his face, he defended on his decision, "Think of brother-in-law? He just became the director, and I almost uneducated. If I became the manager, what kind of rumors will fly around?" My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I said, "But you lack in education also because of me!" "Why talking about the past?" My brother held my hand. That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years old. My brother was 30 years old when he married a farm girl from the village. In his wedding reception, the master of ceremonies asked him, "Who is the one you respect and love the most?" Without thinking, he answered," My sister." He continued by telling a story I could not even remember. "When I was in primary school, the school was in different village. Everyday, my sister and I walked for 2 hours to go school and go home. One day, I lost one of my pair of gloves. My sister gave me one of hers. She only wore one glove and walked for so far. When we got home, her hand was so trembled because of the weather that was so cold that she could not even hold her chopsticks. From that day on, I swore that as long as I live, I would take care of my sister and be good to her." Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their attentions to me. Words were so hard to come out from my mouth, "In my whole life, the one I would like to thank the most is my brother," And in this happy occasion, in front of the crowd, tears rolled down my face again. Love and care for the one you love every single day of your life. You may think that what you did is just a small deed, but to that someone, it means a lot. Does this story tinkle some sweet childhood memories on you? Have a nice day everyone! May this story inspire you in any way!

November 07, 2004




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iyo...yesterday went fer cell outing..had a fun and enjoyable day lar...reallY!!!i was the first one who reached there..and waited lyk an idiot...cuz Jeanne say tat she needed help...so i ok lor...Jeanne left all her stuff with Geraldine...so we did nth....we just waited for others to come lar...den Amanda brought two fwens...Jonathan and Megan...after tat shu ling brought Matthew...Geraldine,Shermaine,meiling...jane all came and joined us too...we started our first game...which i dun know how to explained it....the game is called "WackO"....den..we played Tic Tae Toe....we are supposed to tie our two legs together lar...the next game...was also wacko....but we are blindfolded...the last game was solving puzzle actually..yups...after playing games...den we went cycling...i cycled with Cherilynn...THEN!!we almost cycled towards the end of East Coast!!!power ma??haha...time's up ler...so we needa returned our bikes....den cycled back lorx...We went home after tat...i went home with cherilynn and carrisa....we were toking about our school teachers....i found out!!!that Bartly teachers all so strange de...i also tok about my school teachers and friends lar...[TODAY]went to service lei...guai ma??haha..kidding lar...The sermon title was "Growing deeper realtionship with God"...tats all...tml im going to watch movie with Lihua..so i shall update more tml...chao~

November 05, 2004




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yesterday went to eat vegetarian lunch with shi yun....cuz she want to return an art prep work to her senior...yupp...went to eat lorx...after eating..we went to the library....i borrowed books of cuz!or else go library for wad?we can only read books in the librAry..we can possibly doing other stuff rite?haha..i sound lyk a teacher...crap...haix...later hafta go choir again....so bored...have to face Ms Loh....aiyoh...hope lewei and shi yun will be able to go cell outing larx...

November 04, 2004




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yoshiex...yesterday had choir....den we spent alomost 1 hour on warm up...i found out that my conductor,Ms Loh is from philharmonic adult choir???if im not wrong....and she is performing at the Esplanade.....Ms loh says that if we wanna watch..we need to pay money....and if the school is willing to bring us go....we'll get a discount!!!!!yay!!!!i just hope tat Ms ong is willing to bring us go....hmm....im curious how Ms Loh perform??haha....could i request!!!!????i wish to go???yups..tats all...

November 03, 2004




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brr...so bored...so bored...lihua having mixed feelings now!!!!!!oh!no!..haha...okok....better dun say anymore...or else she'll kill me..haha...yupp...later in the afternoon hafta go choir...haix...dunno why...i just dun lyk the new conductor....Ms Loh..when Mrs Kwan haven leave...i love going choir...haha...just hope tat Mrs Kwan will coem back one day...but i think its unlikely to happen...aiyah....13 nov seems to be so longg.....aarrgghh.....this gonna kill me...haha..

November 01, 2004




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YAY!!!!!my hols are finally here....today is kim's birthday...haha...wish ya happy birthday....yups...aiyoh....so bored...sometimes i reallie wish to go school to kill time ma...haha....today nth much happen lei...Tat lihua hor....always change blog address lei...dunno why???maybe i will blog again if something interesting happen to me??haha...

October 30, 2004




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haix....just came back from choir...so boring...Lewei din come cuz she sort fo overslept...Jeanne nvr come...oh!yah!and cherryl...u all har...must come next week liao...aiyoh....i sounded lyk a nagging mother lyk tat....i've got nth to blog....oh yah!!!!yesterday shu ling share Word during cell...and i feel tat God is trying to tell me not to be self-centered lei...okok....must take heed...haha....chao~

October 28, 2004




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haix...haven been blogging...okok...Jane is nagging at me now....on tuesday..went to Bugis and Heeren with JIa yu...celebrating her birthday in advance???yups...we went to Bugis first...oh..there's nth to shop...i've been going there too often until im sick and tired of that place liao lor...after eating Mos burger.....JIa yu din eat!!!such a waste....MOs food is nice lei...we go Heeren at 1++ lyk tat...after reaching Heeren....i got stomach pain..went to the toilet for lyk 2 times...den we went to de last floor....we went into this shop...and spent almost lyk 2 HOURS in there!!!!when de shop is so MINI...!!!its smaller than my classroom lei!!!!!wen just walk walk around...den go home lorx....JIa yu complain tat its too early..so we went to library to kill time...oh!yah!!!we took neos at bugis...okay...lets tok about today...oh gosh~!got my results.....the results are VERY VERY disappointing....*sad*dun wish add on details...sorry...chao~